Oh hye. I'm still alive. It's just that my heart is not totally alive. You know how that feels when you know something that you shouldn't have known, you saw something that you shouldn't have seen... consecutively. Not kool, obviously. Quirky. Faithful. Stronger. Sarcastic. Independent. Come back when these traits are fully embedded in me again. Im fvcked up.
Sementara aku ingat better aku tulis. I'm getting much more forgetful nowadays. Banyak urat putus. Aku punya due bersalin 4/9/2021. Masuk wad 3/9/2021 sbb aku GDM on diet control n kena induce. GDM tu diabetes ketika hamil so tak boleh bersalin lebih due date utk elakkan komplikasi kpd ibu, anak & proses kelahiran spt baby besar. So disebabkan baby terlampau happy duduk dlm perut, aku di admit utk di induce (paksa bersalin). Hari pertama kat wad 3/9 takde apa sgt siang tu. Just masukkan branula, check CTG (graf jantung baby), check BP n jantung baby (nurse round few times per day dgn mesin). Aku admit around 11. So dpt la lunch, snacking, dinner. Aku suka je makanan hospital. Sedap. Roti planta kosong pun sedap tak tipu. Haritu jugak doc buat scan perut. Check keadaan baby. All ok except for doc kata ketuban aku cam kurang. Dia tanya aku ketuban keluar ke. Aku kata tak sure, sbb mlm sblm aku keluar keputih...
Tc pls!
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